HOW I WISH THERE'S NO TOMORROW .
I WANTED TO SKIP OVER TO 22nd Oct.
WHY THERE'S 21st Oct IN THE CALENDAR ??!
I REALLY HATE IT.
LAST FEW YEARS, I WILL BE HOPING FOR 21st TO COME.
LOTS OF CURIOUSNESS AND EVERYTHING.
THIS YEAR, I DONT FEEL THIS WAY.
RATHER IS ANOTHER WAY ROUND.
I FEEL LIKE CRYING OUT LOUD.
BUT NO ONE WILL CARE.
I FEEL SO HOPELESS, HELPLESS.
FRIENDS ARE NOT BY MY SIDE.
ALRIGHT, TEARS ARE DROPPING DOWN NOW.
BUT I DO NOT KNOW WHY.
SOMETIMES, I REALLY FEEL TO HANG MYSELF.
IF I REALLY HANG, I DO NOT HAVE ANY MORE TROUBLES AND THOUGHTS.
EVERYTHING IS LIKE GONE.
I NEED SOMEONE TO LOVE.
Love is going further apart.
I do not dare to tell him 'I LOVE HIM'.
'I NEED HIM'.
Maybe he alr had someone in mind ?
I DO NOT KNOW ANYTHING AT ALL.
I DID ADMIRE SOME OF THE GUYS.
BUT NONE CAME.
